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‘‘ Abhaye bhiduro kāyo , yattha sattā puthujjanā ;

Nikkhipissāmimaṃ dehaṃ , sampajānā satīmatī .

36. ‘‘ BahūhiP0.42 dukkhadhammehi , appamādaratāya me ; Taṇhakkhayo anuppatto , kataṃ buddhassa sāsanan ’’ ti . – Imā gāthā abhāsi . Sā gāthāpariyosāne arahattaṃ pāpuṇi .

Tena vuttaṃ apadāne ( apa . therī 2.1.71-90)– ‘‘ Nagare aruṇavatiyā , aruṇo nāma khattiyo ; Tassa rañño ahuṃ bhariyā , vāritaṃ vārayāmahaṃ . ‘‘ Sattamālaṃ gahetvāna , uppalā devagandhikā ; Nisajja pāsādavare , evaṃ cintesi tāvade . ‘‘ Kiṃ me imāhi mālāhi , sirasāropitāhi me ; Varaṃ me buddhaseṭṭhassa , ñāṇamhi abhiropitaṃ . ‘‘ SambuddhaṃV0.45 paṭimānentī , dvārāsanne nisīdahaṃ ; Yadā ehiti sambuddho , pūjayissaṃ mahāmuniṃ . ‘‘ Kakudho vilasantova , migarājāva kesarī ; Bhikkhusaṅghena sahito , āgacchi vīthiyā jino . ‘‘ Buddhassa raṃsiṃ disvāna , haṭṭhā saṃviggamānasā ; Dvāraṃ avāpuritvāna , buddhaseṭṭhamapūjayiṃ . ‘‘ SattaM0.44 uppalapupphāni , parikiṇṇāni ambare ; Chadiṃ karonto buddhassa , matthake dhārayanti te . ‘‘ Udaggacittā sumanā , vedajātā katañjalī ; Tattha cittaṃ pasādetvā , tāvatiṃsamagacchahaṃ . ‘‘ Mahānelassa chādanaṃ , dhārenti mama muddhani ; Dibbagandhaṃ pavāyāmi , sattuppalassidaṃ phalaṃ . ‘‘ Kadāci nīyamānāya , ñātisaṅghena me tadā ; Yāvatā parisā mayhaṃ , mahānelaṃ dharīyati . ‘‘ Sattati devarājūnaṃ , mahesittamakārayiṃ ; Sabbattha issarā hutvā , saṃsarāmi bhavābhave . ‘‘ Tesaṭṭhi cakkavattīnaṃ , mahesittamakārayiṃ ; Sabbe mamanuvattanti , ādeyyavacanā ahuṃ . ‘‘ UppalassevaP0.43 me vaṇṇo , gandho ceva pavāyati ; Dubbaṇṇiyaṃ na jānāmi , buddhapūjāyidaṃ phalaṃ . ‘‘ IddhipādesuV0.46 kusalā , bojjhaṅgabhāvanāratā ; Abhiññāpāramippattā , buddhapūjāyidaṃ phalaṃ . ‘‘ Satipaṭṭhānakusalā , samādhijhānagocarā ; Sammappadhānamanuyuttā , buddhapūjāyidaṃ phalaṃ . ‘‘ Vīriyaṃ me dhuradhorayhaṃ , yogakkhemādhivāhanaṃ ; Sabbāsavaparikkhīṇā , natthi dāni punabbhavo . ‘‘ Ekatiṃse ito kappe , yaṃ pupphamabhipūjayiṃ ; Duggatiṃ nābhijānāmi , buddhapūjāyidaṃ phalaṃ . ‘‘ Kilesā jhāpitā mayhaṃ … pe … kataṃ buddhassa sāsanan ’’ ti .( apa . therī 2.1.71-90); Arahattaṃ pana patvā udānentī tā eva gāthā parivattitvā abhāsi .

Tattha abhayeti attānameva ālapati . Bhiduroti bhijjanasabhāvo , aniccoti attho . Yattha sattā puthujjanāti yasmiṃ khaṇena bhijjanasīle asuciduggandhajegucchapaṭikkūlasabhāveM0.45 kāye ime andhaputhujjanā sattā laggā laggitā . Nikkhipissāmimaṃ dehan ti ahaṃ pana imaṃ dehaṃ pūtikāyaṃ puna anādānena nirapekkhā khipissāmi chaḍḍessāmi . Tattha kāraṇamāha ‘‘ sampajānā satīmatī ’’ ti . Bahūhi dukkhadhammehīti jātijarādīhi anekehi dukkhadhammehi phuṭṭhāyāti adhippāyo . Appamādaratāyāti tāya eva dukkhotiṇṇatāya paṭiladdhasaṃvegattā satiavippavāsasaṅkhāte appamāde ratāya . Sesaṃ vuttanayameva . Ettha ca satthārā desitaniyāmena – ‘‘ Nikkhipāhi imaṃ dehaṃ , appamādaratāya te ; Taṇhakkhayaṃ pāpuṇāhi , karohi buddhasāsanan ’’ ti . – PāṭhoV0.47 , theriyā vuttaniyāmeneva pana saṃgītiṃ āropitattā . Appamādaratāya teti appamādaratāya tayā bhavitabbanti attho .

Abhayātherīgāthāvaṇṇanā niṭṭhitā .